ack!! my buffer!!! im really getting my ass kicked recently by various ailments of unspecified origin. bad sleep. bear with me as i try to get my life back in order. i might be taking a month off to rebuild the buffer next month. it sucks that i never seem to be able to get on top of it, but it's a different kind of reason why compared to the last times. at least now it's "i have a higher standard i want to reach per page and being a live hurts a little" and not "it hurts to live and never stops hurting".