i will be sending out a newsletter/patreon update later today if all goes well (i sleep ok). i also need to make some blog posts ("need") but i have additional leg updates (good) but in the meanwhile i am very tender and have a hard time sleeping. whahh whahh i know. anyway i hope to have some stuff to make you laugh. i am brimming with ideas. i am just. tired.

i thought today: what if many of my  problems are solved by being able to sleep well, which i have not done in a very long time due to exploding knees/etc. that would be great imo. we will see.