my buffer is totally fucked now but i think i've figured out what the overall problem is and how to fix it: i will be adjusting my medications lol. the insomnia caused by the effexor, which i added about two years ago when this all began, is the biggest problem. it worked for what i needed at the time but i i think the cons outweigh the pros by now. being able to sleep consistently would probably solve most, if not all, of my problems. i've finally had enough time to sit and think about what the hell is going on in my life lol.

unfortunately this means i will be going off effexor. this is, from what what i've heard, sort of a personal hell on earth physically and mentally induced by a hateful and angry god. so i think i'm going to be a little off kilter for a while. let's do this: in december, i will post a few doodles here and there to keep the site fresh and will update the patreon as normal. that should get me 9 pages ahead. this potential schedule could be used for if my joints explode again this winter (now that i know what to look for, i don't think this will ever happen as bad as last time) or some other health thing comes up.

thank you additionally for all the kindness and grace shown to me by you all over the years. it is my genuine pleasure to continue to create this for you and i want to knock down the barriers that are preventing me from doing so. i can feel the plot and the story i want to tell piling up in my brain and i need to let it out. there are jokes i gotta tell! i want to return to working order and after clearing some cobwebs from my brain, i finally feel ready to tackle the effexor Challenge.

you all can never know the gifts you've given me. stay tuned for more AGS!

ALSO: there's more bloodborne lore for you. a lot more